Rabu, 27 Juli 2011

ya allah aku patah hati

ya allah aku lagi nangis,aku patah hati.aku sedih
aku mau mati aja ya allah
ya mungkin aku yang ke geeran ya
tapi tetep aja jahat banget
siapa yang gak geer coba kalo jadi aku?
siapa yang gak geer kalo ada cowok yang kaya gitu sama kita?
apa aku salah ya allah?
sekarang aku harus gimana dong?
kenapa kok mas arfin kaya gitu kalo emang udah punya pacar?
ngapain pake acara sms aku?
ngapain pake acara ngajak aku nonton souljah?
ngapain pake acara kepengen mbakso?
ngapain pake acara kaya gitu?
apa aku yang lebai?
apa aku yag kegeeran ya ya allah?
aku sedih beneran
ya aku si udah tau (sebenernya dulu masih menerka2) kao mas arfin itu punya pacar
tapi kalo punya pacar.uhuuuuu
ternyata punya pacar beneran.
berarti so what banget dong selama ini aku kegeeran kalo mas arfin sms aku?
berarti so what banget dong aku suka senyam senyum sendiri?
berarti so what banget dong kalo aku mikir kehidupan perkuliahanku akan damai disolo karena ada mas arfin?
semuanya sekarang so what banget!
aku yang bodo ya?
kayanya semua itu butuh waktu?mas arfin sendiri yag ngomong.tapi gak
aku yang geer
mungkin mas arfin mikir "ah paling cuma dila,tak sms,tak ajak maen,tak bikin geer gapapa"
oh my god.jahat banget
bukan mas afrin yang jahat.aku yang bodo.aku yang pekok
aku sekarang suruh gimana dong?
bunuh diri aja deh
aku mau mati aja deh ya allah
aku sedih
aku menangis darah
aku kaya sampah yang minta dibikinin istana
aku gak tau diri ya?
au ga boleh nyalahin mas arfin dong,dia punya pacar ya so what ka seharusnya
tapi kalo aku yag ke geeran mas arfin yang so what sama aku dong
its enought!
udah jelas2 mas arfin gak suka sama aku
aku harus ikhlas.
emang belum jodoh
allah kan maha baik
ya allah tolong bilangin sama mas arfin,kalo aku udah salah mengartikan semua ini.aku yang ke geeran
pikiran aku setiap cowok yang sms,ngajak aku maen pasti suka sama aku.tapi ternyata sekarang bukan lagi
paling gak ini udah lebih dari cukup.ya allah kuatkan hatiku.
love

Kamis, 21 Juli 2011

do you know?

Do you know? {x3}

(1)
Do you know what it feels like
Loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know? {x3}, Do ya?)
Do you know what it feels like
To be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know? {x3}, Do ya?)

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe if i knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
The look in your eyes doesn’t say the same about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give

Go to: (1)

How can I love you {x4}
If you just don't talk to me, babe?

I flow through my act
Is question is she needing
Another side of a man I cannot be
Looking at the last three years like I did
I could never see us ending like this
(Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene I said ‘never happen to me’
(Do you know?)
But after this episode I now see
You can never tell the next thing life could be

Go to: (1) {x2}

(Do you know? {x4})

Go to: (1) {x2}

(Do you know? {x3}, Do ya?) {x2}

Rabu, 20 Juli 2011

find our love again.power slaves

I wish and never let you go
I’ll take you home but the time seem sadness
I know it’s the dark park of the town
Nothing to say..when everything is gone

I know it’s hard to be somebody
Sometimes when I’m walking down the rain
To find our love again..!!

Last things I remember
I was walkin’ in the rain
Tryin’ to find the other sight
I know it’s more than just a right

Baby there’s a million dreams
The more will come the other night
Some say it remember
Some makes me forget…!

When the love is gone
And you’re miles away
The night won’t tell me what happened today
It’s more than just…balls ‘n’ chain
I feel like…I’m insane

When the days turn dark
And the sun won’t shine
Find in hard when you give me the line
Now it seems that we’re living in sin
Oh baby….to find our love again

Tell me now how to face the truth
Tell me how you bring me the line
Now you saying that you bring me line
In the night when we’re spending our time
I remember I was waiting like a fool
When you tell me that love was loaded gun..!

Sometimes..sometimes I remember
Don’t walk away…don’t walk away from me….
I couldn’t found… I couldn’t found the way……..!

Selasa, 19 Juli 2011

ih plis deh,surat buat mbak2 ganjen gajelas

ih plis deh mbak,saya tuh kasian sama mbaknya.saya kasian sama situ
mbaknya cinta banget ya sama pacarnya mbak nya?
sebenernya aku gak tega ngomong sama mbaknya
tapi gimana lagi dong mbak.ini kenyataan.mau mbaknya ngethek kaya apa juga yang namanya kenyataan ya tetep kenyataan yang gak bisa bohong
plis deh mbak gak usah sok lebay kalo di fesbuk.saya tau ko kalo dia pacarnya mbak.
tapi mbaknya gak tau kan,pacar mbak kalo dinelakang mbak tu kaya apa?
mbak gak tau kan kalo pacar mbak,suka sms saya,telpon saya,maen kerumah saya,mana senyam senyum aja kalo ketemu saya?
mbaknya gak tau kan?
saya yag kasian banget sama mbaknya mbak
jadi percuma aja kalo mbaknya nempel terus kaya prangko.
ditanyain dong mbak itu pacarnya ,masih suka sama mbaknya apa gak.
ooooh jangan pikir saya yang ngethek sama pacar mbak ya.
saya bukan cewek begituan mbak
berhubung pacar mbak yang sms saya ya tak bales dong,telpon ya tak angkat dong,mau silaturahmi?ya boleh aja dong
la wong pacar mbak baik sama saya tapi kok masak aku harus jahat to mbak?
dan FYI saya gak pernah sms,telpon apalagi ngajak maen ya mbak.
ya ibaratnya saya kan cuma mengikuti permainan pacarnya mbak.apa saya korban ya mbak?
mbaknya juga ikutan mikir dong mbak?gak usah gandulan sama pacar mbak terus,ntar kao tau pacar mbak suka sms saya malah shock ya mbakya.
saya gak njamin pacar mbak cuma sms saya loh mbak.bisa aja sama cewek 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0?
oh no.tapi itu urusan mbak ya
ya saya si cuma kasian sama mbaknya.kasian mbanget mbak
mbaknya yang sabar ya mbak,

Senin, 18 Juli 2011

hei

hei its me
and me now is very boring
you know what?
1.i start this day in 3 morning,yes i saur wiht white water and puding
2.and in 7 pm i take my mother in her office
3.in home i lost my phone,yeah yeah my phone,my phone is new,i buy my phone wjite my money and my phone now i dont know in where
4.because im boring,i on line face book.guess what?i get the bad photos in my feeds.oh now.who are boys?come on.you cant do this for me!but its okay no problem.thanks god You show me his sweet liar
5.and 3 am,i get my menstruasi siklus.oh my god.
6.my phone still lost

Jumat, 15 Juli 2011

hey,soul sister

Heeey heeeey heeeey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection, we can't deny
I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna
And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Well you can cut a rug
Watching you is the only drug I need
So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I cant be
I want the world to see you'll be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)
Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)

the only exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I'm on my way to believing
And I'm on my way to believing